Today’s Ashram E-Quote says:
Living fully, yet free from desire
or expectations, and free from fear.
It’s a profoundly meaningful way to live.
– Swamiji & Rukmini
Even though I had a hand in writing it, as co-author of the article it comes from, this morning I found it tremendously inspiring. It is an outer statement of an inner state, for which I thank the one who gave it to me, my own Guru, Swami Muktananda.
To be free from desire means that every choice I make is unfettered. There’s nothing I am trying to gain or attain. Whatever comes comes; whatever goes goes. I remain the same – full, expansive, free. Nothing and no one has control over me, not even food! It’s an easy way to live. Everything that was previously propelled by desire was so ha-a-ard! I still do hard stuff, of course, for life delivers my karma to me on a conveyer belt, but the one it’s being delivered to welcomes it. All of it. With open arms.
To be free from expectations means that I never know what’s going to happen. I can predict certain things, like when I turn on the shower – that water will flow. But sometimes it doesn’t. And it’s not disturbing to me. It’s just part of the never-ending surprises of life. When I talk with someone, I’m not trying to predict what they will say or think, nor am I trying to manipulate their words or the outcome. I do my best to support and serve, but I have no idea how it will turn out. Every day is a new day. Everything is a surprise. It’s like being a child again, in the delight of everything being new.
To be free from fear is the truest freedom. It underlies the others. Because anything can happen, and does happen, but I don’t fear what might come, so I don’t worry. I do plan, like organizing my activities for the day. I buy insurance, not because of fear, but because it’s an intelligent way to handle the practicalities of life. No matter what someone says or does, or even if the shower doesn’t turn on – I’m not holding my breath, waiting to see what terrible thing might happen. Life is full of ups and downs.
Now I like roller coasters! I remember when I didn’t – I brought my fear with me when I boarded. But now they’re great fun. So is life.
I highly recommend freedom. It’s the only way to live.
But you have to work for it. Like anything worth attaining, you have to apply yourself. Do more yoga. And not just poses…
To your Inherent Divinity, again and again I bow.